I have a lot of insecurities, which seems weird to some people because I have zero problem performing if I have a musical score or a script, but when it comes to one-on-one interaction I get nervous. I hate to call people on the telephone (other than my family) because I feel like I'm bothering them. Even with close friends I've had this problem. More than once, when a good friend had a baby or was in the hospital I didn't know what to do. I don't want to ignore them, but I also always feel like they have more important people who want to see them.
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And of course that last one reminds me of Stuart Smalley:
These are things I need to keep telling myself. And to any friends out there who may have thought I was being an uncaring bitch, now you know the truth.
Love you big Queen Gween.
ReplyDeleteI hate the phone too. So now that makes you even more awesome in my book. And you were pretty high up there to begin with. :)
ReplyDeleteLove you.
This is great, and reminds me of Shawn. I never considered his awkwardness and hesitance about meeting new people could be about insecurity, because he's so smart and funny, I never think he would have anything to be insecure about! Thanks for making me look at it another way!
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