I have a lot of insecurities, which seems weird to some people because I have zero problem performing if I have a musical score or a script, but when it comes to one-on-one interaction I get nervous. I hate to call people on the telephone (other than my family) because I feel like I'm bothering them. Even with close friends I've had this problem. More than once, when a good friend had a baby or was in the hospital I didn't know what to do. I don't want to ignore them, but I also always feel like they have more important people who want to see them.
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And of course that last one reminds me of Stuart Smalley:
These are things I need to keep telling myself. And to any friends out there who may have thought I was being an uncaring bitch, now you know the truth.